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Sabtu, 21 Januari 2012

Hurt

seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were, but i walked away
if only i knew but i know today

there's nothing i wouldn't do
to hear voice again
sometimes i wanna call you but i know you won't be there

I Miss You

" when i miss you, i listen to music or look at a pictures of you,
   not to remind me of you.
  but to make me feel as it i'm with you.
  it makes me forget the distance and capture yoe"

This Is For You

NEVER MIND I'LL FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU, I WISH NOTHING BUT THE BEST FOR YOU :')

Avril Lavigne

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take


Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

Maroon 5

Better Than We Break

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It's not right, not ok
Say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You're scared and that you think that I'm insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can't see it clearly
While you're standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It's not right, not ok
Say the word it should say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You're fragile and you're cold, but that's all right
Life these days is getting rough
They've knocked you down and beat you up
But it's just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It's not right, not ok
Say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?

I'm not fine, not ok
Say the words that you say
Maybe we're better off this way?

I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday
Maybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we break, baby

Selasa, 20 Desember 2011

Taylor Swift - Crazier

I’ve never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there’s so much more
I’ve never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn’t find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn’t see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what livin’ is for
I don’t wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier

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sekarang harus belajar lebih IKHLAS walaupun menyakitkan :(

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sekarang harus belajar lebih IKHLAS walaupun menyakitkan :(

Minggu, 18 Desember 2011

Endah N' Rhesa =>When You Love Someone

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

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Cukup mengagguminya saja:)sudah cukup!!. Mau cerita tenang perasaan ini sama temen tapi takut cepet kebongkar dan nanti malah berantakan bahkan bisa ketahuan dan engga bisa mengaguminya lagi. Tapi kalo dipendem juga sedih. Yaudahlah mencoba buat tidak dihumbar humbar, biar mengalir apaadanya aja. Kalo udah ada waktu yang tepat baru cerita sama temen temen :) keep calm

Jumat, 16 Desember 2011

calmdown

Yeahhh patah hati lagi_-sedih menn dia udah punya pacar!!_dah punya pacarrrr. Okelah gapapa toh gue juga cuma mengaggumi saja dan ngga berharap apa apa sama dia, bisa bercanda aja udah senang:). Move onnnn lagi yukkkk

Minggu, 04 Desember 2011

UAS wish me luck for me :)

5-12-11 s/d 12-12-11 UJIAN AKHIR SEMESTER GANJIL mulai dimulai :) berharap banget di uas kali ini bisa ngerjain dengan lancar mudah pokoknya semuanya lancar dan mendapatkan nilai bagus ngerjain soalnya tidak terbata bata dan bisa menjawab pertanyaan semuanya. Dimulai dengan uas hari hari pertama yang jadwalnya :
Senin: sastra agama
Selasa: mat jerman sejarah
Rabu: indo tik
Kamis: antro pkn
Jumat: senrup jepang
Senin: inggris eft
Ya allah lancarkanlah hamba dalam mengerjakan semuanya soal soal nanti dan mudah mudahan mendapatkan nilai bagus. Dimulai dengan Bismillah dan Alhamdulillah :)

Minggu, 20 November 2011

:( dear diary

WAKTU CEPET BANGET DAN SEKARANG LIBURAN UDAH KELAR. I hate monday and always. seminggu tuh waktu yang cepet banget dan dibarengi dengan tugas tugas_-yasudahlah jalani saja ya inilah tugas anak sekolah

^ ^ dear diary

sabtu, 19 oktober tepat jam 23.15 gue ketemu e*** tepat pula diacara ulangtahun sahabat gue ria. gue dateng telat banget dan sempat berfikir engga akan ketemu sama lo tapi tau taunya ketemu(gue ga sengaja dateng telat sih, tapi emang gue abis nonton badminton jadi telat). pas gue ada didepan pagar rumah ria gue sempat lega saat gue ga liat muka lo *jleb jantung gue bener bener kenceng banget berdetaknya udah kaya abis lari maraton itu terjadi saat gue liat lo lagi duduk di pojok sambil senyum senyum(gatau apa yg disenyumin), saat itu gue bener bener gatau harus ngapain gue hanya terlihat salting kaya orang bego. dan gue bener bener sadar saat temen temennya sempet ngeledek gue sama lo_-gue bener bener salting mampus dan gatau harus ngapain. saat itu gue putusin buat negor dia dan teman temannya dan harus lo tau gue salaman tangan sama e*** tangan gue dingin dan bener bener keringat dingin, maklum lah udah lama gaketemu sejak tanggal 1-1-11 sejak kita putus dan gatau kabar masing masing. lanjut, setelah salaman gue sempet ngobrol bareng dan gatau kenapa dia pindah duduk dibangku sebelahnya, dan begonya gue gue duduk dibangku pojok yang bekas dia duduk(atau mungkin dia mau ngasih tempat duduk buat gue, atau gatau deh)temen temennya terus aja ngeledek kita berdua apalagi saat dia nawarin gue ayam goreng dan dia sempat bercandain gue DIA BERCANDAIN GUE hal yang gapernah gue pikirin bakal terjadi dan semua yang ada disitu ketawa(emang sih tinggal beberapa orang dan itu hanya ada gue ria roni cocom vivi nino godel dan erik, orang orang yang tahu kisah sejarah cinta gue *lebay) pokoknya gue seneng banget saat dia nyodorin makan dan ngelucu dan buat gue ketawa.itu yang gue suka dari dia dari dulu gue suka saat dia bisa mencairkan suasana dan bisa buat beberapa orang terhibur gue ga ngobrol lama sama mereka karna udah malam dan dijemput pula sama bokap :( sedih sih tapi yasudahlah. saat itu juga perasaan gue galau men, saat saat gue udah bisa lupain dia tiba tiba muncul lagi perasaan itu, jujur emang gue gabisa lupain rasa sayang gue YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART. lanjut, akhirnya gue pamit pulang sama mereka termasuk e*** dan gue salaman lagi sama dia YA ALLAH SUMPAH SENENG BANGET SENENG BANGET SAAT LIAT SENYUM DIA. dijalan gue masih keinget sama senyumnya senyum yang khas menurut gue dan saat gue inget lagi senyum itu berubah saat kita sedikit bertengkar ditanggal 1-1-11 senyumnya berubah jadi mata memerah yang sedang menahan marah, okelah lupain masalah itu itu sudah masa lalu yang sekarang adalah saat gue bisa liat dia DAN BISA LIAT SENYUMNYA. saat gue nyampe dirumah dan mau tidur gue ga cuci tangan gue pegangin aja tuh tangan sampe ketiduran, kedengarannya sih mungkin agak lebay tapi emang itu yg gue rasain. YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART EX BOY *selalu berharap akan bertemu lo lagi dan ngeliat senyum lo lagi dan bisa ngbrol bareng lagi sama lo dan gatau kapan itu :( :)

Selasa, 15 November 2011

This Is My class

Tentang XI Bahasa

Kelas XI bahasa di sma 31 hanya ada satu kelas tiap satu angkatan. Tidak semua sekolah memiliki kelas bahasa, dan sekolah pilihan yang ada kelas bahasa dan salah satunya sman 31 jkt timur. Dikelas bahasa kalian dapat belajar beberapa bahasa memang tidak terlalu banyak, seperti belajar bahasa jepang, bahasa jerman. bahasa inggris dan tentu saja bahasa indonesia, dikelas bahasa kita juga akan menemukan pelajaran baru seperti antropologi, arab melayu, sastra, dan english for tourism, sisanya pelajaran biasa seperti agama,tik,pkn,sejarah,matematika, dan seni rupa. Dikelas bahasa juga banyak menggunakan sitem belajar yang lebih sering praktek. Banyak orang yang mengira kelas bahasa itu adalah kelas buangan padahal sebenarnya tidak, malah dikelas bahasa adalah kelas yang sangat menyenangkan dan enjoy didalam kelas kita tidak terlalu dipusingkan dengan cara belajar yang ribet walaupun dengan begitu kita dapat memahami pelajaran tersebut. Dikelas bahasa juga tidak semuanya menggunakan bahasa indonesia, contohnya saat pelajara bahasa inggris kelas bahasa diharuskan menggunakan bahasa inggris dan bahasa jerman ataupun bahasa jepang. Anak murid atau teman teman yang berada dikelas bahasa juga sangat menyenangkan dan tidak individual. Dan para guru yang mengajar juga sangat sangat menyenangkan walaupun kadang agak tegas tetapi kami tetap selalu enjoy didalam kelas bahasa.

Kelas bahasa banyak mendapatkan prestasi seperti ada beberapa orang yang setiap tahun pergi kejerman atau jepang. Kelas bahasa juga sering mengikuti kegiatan kegiatan seminar atau bajar bajar mengenai sejarah, bahasa atau ilmu pengetahuan lainnya. Banyak anak murid dari kelas bahasa yang mendapatkan universitas negri dan universitas ternama, dan tentu saja mendapatkan pekerjaan yang baik.

Dikelas bahasa juga banyak mengikuti kegiatan ekskul dan masing masing anak pasti mengikuti kegiatan ekskul  di sekolah. Seperti yang sering diikuti ada DEUTSCH CLUB, O CLUB, ENGLISH CLUB, TEATER, VOGU, ROHIS, FUTSAL, BASKET dll.

Inilah Wali Kelas angkatan kami XI bahasa

Drs. Wawan Seteiawan







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